I have strong beliefs on relationships, perhaps since I’ve seen what my mother went through. My mother was always indecisive and gave others countless chances. In my opinion, that is exhausting, so when facing my own feelings, I would express my thoughts and communicate with others clearly. Yet if there are no signs of change, I also feel that love should not be forced, and can be let go of.
Honestly, my mother is often busy with work, so we don’t have much contact. But when necessary, we would have a conversation, just like friends. Maybe because I came from a small family, so I like being alone, and need my personal space. Perhaps to someone with a normal family, my situation would seem strange, but I am perfectly comfortable. Instead, I feel lucky without a dad, fortunately, we don’t have to live with him.